Hello, to the hot heads who feel like they can explode their scorching lava on all, like wrathful Goddess Pele on a bad hair day. To the gals who got extreme 🔥 when shit hits the fan. I have a lil message for you (& me).
Anger and frustration~ Step back and observe rather than play into the emotion. Yes, it can be very hard at first. The emotion is not truly "yours". It's a part of the mask we let ourselves play into. Truth is you can choose what you want to feel (truly you don't want to feel angry, right?) . If it's anger, because you've let yourself feel that way for so long it can become engrained and it can take over as if you have no control now. Anger that I have felt is from the past. Not being in control. Felt taken advantage of by my parents. Anger at myself for not being perfect. Angry at people that looked happy and blame them for being fake. So much denial and anger in myself. Feeling inadequate, not whole, or that the Universe was conspiring against me. Angry for not feeling loved and not meeting my expectations or even others. Angry for settling for less. There used to be much to be angry about, but I've learned that I've accepted this as my reality in some way - not bad nor good - but that I can be aware of it now and see this as a lesson from the Universe. A part of myself that needs some love again. Because truly no thing can make you angry unless you accept it and make it true. The ego defense can be used as anger and by playing into it, the cycle will go on, keeping you out of alignment. There's nothing to defend anymore, so drop the walls. The emotion, any emotion, can show you where you can bring back alignment. It is a blessing in this case. So, if you need some diving deep once you're in a neutral, observant mode (if possible) and can address what it is that makes you angry... ask yourself these questions to get to the core of the anger/frustration: Where does this anger stem from? What am I trying to control? What am I not letting go of that drives these dense emotions? What am I avoiding and not coming to terms of within myself in regards to this anger? What's this really about? Where is the lack of love showing me here? Where I'm not loving myself. What's this trigger trying to help teach me? Help me resolve in my self and in my life. Why, Why, Why? There doesn't need to be so many questions to ask, as the answer is usually always simple with the Universe. Ask and you shall receive. Sometimes it's best to just turn off the mind and sit with what your feeling in the moment if you don't know what else to do. Keep asking for guidance and messages for the help that you want in order to heal. Probably the Universe has already showed you...in multiple ways even, and can show you again if you truly want to shed light and transform back into a beautiful butterfly, again. Because you are the lightest of Light. You are the lover of all Love. No matter what. They say. You may say. Your Soul knows. You know.
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The choir called me and sung to me its’ song.
The radiance from the choir was playing just for me. Heaven came down to Earth and through me right where I stood in the water. Divine intervention. Venetian? Greek? Like an angel born again. Seeing before me, beauty. And thinking “I need to bring this back with me.” A knowing and golden light were emitting from my very being. A gift - I was gifted. A place that felt like I could do anything and knew all was well. A knowing so deep it birthed me anew. A creature embodying her everlasting light. Stillness, true beauty and immense light was all there was. |
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October 2017
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