Love
Is why I exist Love is Why I am here Love casts out All fear which doesn’t truly exist Fear was created because we Forgot who we truly are Love has always been Since I was a child Love transmutes All into love – it’s true self Don’t you see the body you live in It’s a healing body The trees that surrounds you gives You air, peace and beautiful sights In which the love, the same love That created you. My mind – I can bring love To myself back to myself At any moment I can forgive fear for fear Forgot fear knows it doesn’t exist Therefore pushes and pushes To try to exist Believe in the love which you are And life is your to truly live again Forgive your thought Forgive your past Forgive all others who are in fear They’ve forgotten The worlds fears expectations and judgments Has pushed everybody since birth Look back in your life, see it now Has God not taken care of you? Don’t you know every moment you go through, Every experience is for you? All which leads to love. There’s no destination No more trying Wanting Grasping For what? In which that you already are? You know no thing but all that love resides How Blessed you are To access true love – all the love that You are – not what you need See the balance You are here surprising, Wondering yourself. Let go of everything – people, places, things All come and go – Death. And its okay. Life – Love. Even fear is out of love if you see through the eyes of love in which led you back to yourself. Your feelings/emotions Are your guidance You will feel what’s true And what’s not Laugh at fear yet Show compassion for Those who’ve forgotten Life is a cycle – Attachment to what? To things, to your body To people - no thing Is yours But of the Divine Love brings you PEACE Love is what you’ve been seeking all along. Love’s been with you your whole life and Has never left and will never leave. Stop denying yourself and forgive and let go Love is your being. Your natural state.
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Peace.
Enjoyment of your life. Not forcing things you don’t want to do. Learning to say Yes when you mean it and No when you mean it. We can be swayed by the masses. By judgments that have no meaning, but unlove. By friends who weren’t true. But, the practice. Your practice of self-love. Your practice of imagining your dreams and making them Real. Seeing the YAS in YOU. The creator of joy. The creator of all that is contained in Now. The magic. The drive. Stop imposing on all things you “should” do and do what you truly want to do. The big dream. The big creation. The wholeness we see in ourselves in every moment, makes huge stretches to what you will receive. What you are receiving. Trust. Not the system who says we are broken. The system which says we don’t have happiness. That it is in something outside of you. The system has made us believe the material is what need to strive for.. when the secret is it is within we should “strive” for. Because god forbid this moment is actually being perfect as it is my dear god. That it all already is. Fear has set us apart. Divided Us, around Us. In Us. Anything that fear could grab onto that has an “opposite”. Fear as a false defense of our own “security”. You know what actually “wins”? An innocent hug. The Love that says we can be together harmoniously without saying a word. A laugh. A helping hand. A simple smile. All emanating from the Knowing of our. True Nature. The acts of kindness that shows just that. The Earth provides for us. Food. Shelter. Air. Water. We have it all. Yet we are losing it all. The Universe is constantly showing us in the synchronicities, whispers, and massive events. It is front of our faces. Every. Single. Day. We have tuned it out. Been taught to. Put walls up to drown out the beauty in the silence. In the space in which the Universe contains. The answers are. Simply. Right. here. For. you. Hello, to the hot heads who feel like they can explode their scorching lava on all, like wrathful Goddess Pele on a bad hair day. To the gals who got extreme 🔥 when shit hits the fan. I have a lil message for you (& me).
Anger and frustration~ Step back and observe rather than play into the emotion. Yes, it can be very hard at first. The emotion is not truly "yours". It's a part of the mask we let ourselves play into. Truth is you can choose what you want to feel (truly you don't want to feel angry, right?) . If it's anger, because you've let yourself feel that way for so long it can become engrained and it can take over as if you have no control now. Anger that I have felt is from the past. Not being in control. Felt taken advantage of by my parents. Anger at myself for not being perfect. Angry at people that looked happy and blame them for being fake. So much denial and anger in myself. Feeling inadequate, not whole, or that the Universe was conspiring against me. Angry for not feeling loved and not meeting my expectations or even others. Angry for settling for less. There used to be much to be angry about, but I've learned that I've accepted this as my reality in some way - not bad nor good - but that I can be aware of it now and see this as a lesson from the Universe. A part of myself that needs some love again. Because truly no thing can make you angry unless you accept it and make it true. The ego defense can be used as anger and by playing into it, the cycle will go on, keeping you out of alignment. There's nothing to defend anymore, so drop the walls. The emotion, any emotion, can show you where you can bring back alignment. It is a blessing in this case. So, if you need some diving deep once you're in a neutral, observant mode (if possible) and can address what it is that makes you angry... ask yourself these questions to get to the core of the anger/frustration: Where does this anger stem from? What am I trying to control? What am I not letting go of that drives these dense emotions? What am I avoiding and not coming to terms of within myself in regards to this anger? What's this really about? Where is the lack of love showing me here? Where I'm not loving myself. What's this trigger trying to help teach me? Help me resolve in my self and in my life. Why, Why, Why? There doesn't need to be so many questions to ask, as the answer is usually always simple with the Universe. Ask and you shall receive. Sometimes it's best to just turn off the mind and sit with what your feeling in the moment if you don't know what else to do. Keep asking for guidance and messages for the help that you want in order to heal. Probably the Universe has already showed you...in multiple ways even, and can show you again if you truly want to shed light and transform back into a beautiful butterfly, again. Because you are the lightest of Light. You are the lover of all Love. No matter what. They say. You may say. Your Soul knows. You know. The choir called me and sung to me its’ song.
The radiance from the choir was playing just for me. Heaven came down to Earth and through me right where I stood in the water. Divine intervention. Venetian? Greek? Like an angel born again. Seeing before me, beauty. And thinking “I need to bring this back with me.” A knowing and golden light were emitting from my very being. A gift - I was gifted. A place that felt like I could do anything and knew all was well. A knowing so deep it birthed me anew. A creature embodying her everlasting light. Stillness, true beauty and immense light was all there was. I am going to talk about why I am vegan. Not very Akashic... But, I have received information there about my own diet now. Yes. Another vegan explaining why she's vegan. I'm saying this upfront that I have no intention of telling anybody what to do, but to inform. I’m vegan because not only is it saving the environment, but also the animal’s and their suffering. Seriously. It's getting cray out there. I have watched many documentaries informing me on this subject. Animals raised to artificially be plumped up and fed to the masses to me is just heart breaking. So many animals are shoved in tight spaces and thrown in grinders alive. They suffer at our own expense. I believe in our days now, it’s unethical to raise animals and eat them like this. The costs are so very high. The suffering of the animal being consumed? The torture and violence being consumed? And whatever else was injected into them? Yes. We are all energy. The way most of these animals go are tortured. And if they get to roam free, but still killed “ethically”, then I see that this is another life being eaten and there’s no need to for us now. Back then, I do see Native Indians (some) as connected as they were to their land and the animals. They would at least make a ritual and bless their prey once killed. The animals at most were able to run free and there was an abundance of them. If that was all there was to fuel up enough, I get it. They roamed, food scarce, and they needed the calories. To my understanding, many made sure the animal was respected in their process. But now, animals going instinct and the animals in the meat industry that are alive are being tortured and fed poorly. The amount of land, water and pollution that is taken is atrocious. Also, health is likely taking a hit. That can easily be replaced with eating and growing vegetables and fruits, being way more ethical on all ends. Yes, you can get protein from SOOOO MANY sources. Chia seeds, flax seeds, spirulina, peanut butter, beans (sometimes) and all your greens that got protein! YOU CAN THRIVE ON PLANT BASED. From experience, I have never felt so much better than eating what I do now as vegan. Plants are high vibration and assists our bodies and our minds higher (as the collective is in ascension process). Not only are our bodies craving this fuel, it helps pull out the toxins that are built up inside. When toxins are letting go, blocks are also being removed, creating a clearer vision mentally. Your body will be exploding with excitement! Plants are wonderful truly. What this lifestyle has also done for me is clear up my cystic acne. It took a while for it to clear up, but it did all because of my vegan diet. I know this topic is touchy. My family still eats meat and I don’t preach unless I am asked why I am vegan. I choose to respect all forms of life. But, I do feel called to speak about this and why it’s important to eat more alive foods, at least to me. I see how much we can eliminate the current issue by choosing not to eat meat or even consume dairy. I see so many people thrive haaaard from a plant based diet. I can’t control what others do nor do I want to. The universe is guiding us in the direction we are supposed to go anyway. Yet, I do have full power and say right now with what I am putting in my mouth and buying from the store. I am not here to fight, but to inform. I respect everyone as they are. I can’t say I am right (well maybe I do by posting this). This is just what I believe and feel passion for. I have always loved animals. This Earth is important as she provides for us. Let’s take care of ourselves. Our bodies. Mother Earth. And our fellow animals. They all need us right now. My recommendation is to watch Cowspiracy.
Love to All magical beings. (Post inspired after my cat, Mila. Thank you Mila for your unconditional love.) Why do you seek outside approval when you are already approved?
The hesitation, anxiety about having eyes on you. Are you approving yourself? Approving of yourself. God has given you all that you have now for a reason. Accept yourself. All the nerves – the “small” part of you, send your love here. Tell her she can come out now and no longer be afraid. That God has accepted her as she is, therefore, there’s no thing to be afraid of. The entire Universe loves her- this part that is of you. Only you can tame yourself- don’t have to. Don’t do it. Stop playing small. You are perfect and wonder-full and in this love you can do anything. Your infinite potential . Start trusting yourself in ‘who you are’, which is the love of the Universe. Who sees all as the love extended. Let go of ‘me’- all about ‘me’. People will judge. It’s ego and that’s okay. Let personality shine. Let yourself go. The ‘me’ comes from the ego perfection. It’s a façade pretending because it’s scared of rejection that doesn’t exist. What matters is that you LOVE WHO YOU ARE- YOURSELF. Allow yourself permission to act from the heart as this is a game. A virtual reality. Don’t just visualize it. BE IT. Every single day. UNAFRAID. COURAGEOUS. From the heart. And “How can I serve?” ,while remaining in your my groundedness of BEING. See yourself confident and FLOWING GIRL, DIS YOU! An emotion can sweep over in a flash. I ask my Higher self to help me understand and I get a dream where I am in fear. I feel scared. I feel like someone is going to get me and I have trouble screaming for help because I’m too scared to speak. I’ve had countless dreams on having trouble screaming, getting my voice out, when I need to most. I fought back in my dream. I was courageous enough to get up and fend for my sisters who needed my help. But, I was scared and I couldn’t scream at first. I eventually was able to voice it and nobody came to help me. I know in past lives I’ve been suppressed and unable to voice my opinions, just like I kind of was growing up. I felt oppressed and scared to stand up for myself, and when I did in some way I had to put up walls like no other. I acted out of anger, defense and oppressing myself by my own thoughts. I used to always think I was under someone else because of looks or money or status… in total fear.
What matters is. Allowing my voice to be heard, in all of its glory. My truth. No matter how much my ego may think I can’t. I am valid. I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t matter. I am working through these fears as I know they aren’t real. The fear of not being able to dream big. The fear of not being able to make enough money doing what I love. The fear of being stomped on and criticized. The fear of not making it. All a bunch of bull crap. Whatever situation may arise, I am strong enough to go through what is needed. I am strong enough to say no to imaginary and irrelevant fearful scenes played. Fear is knocking at me. Will I believe it? No. Why? Because I choose my own truth, which is Love. Which is God. I see the fear that runs this world and I need not to choose to follow it in any way. I tune in. I know these are just patterns being brought up for release so I can continue moving into my badass self. I ask for the awareness, understanding and clarity in releasing these outdated patterns that are no longer for my highest self now. I know why I am here. I feel it, see it, and know it. I follow universal guidance and inner knowing. I am here evolving. I am blessed. This is it. 'I have seen great change in following my instincts – my intuition with what I love. I do see though before I used to be dependent on being in the higher dimension that I began to resent living on Earth. I felt that I didn’t know how to function in my reality. I used to do as much as I could to get away from my current issues with psychedelics because it made me feel higher than I have ever felt. Later, though I was shown that I had taken too far because I still held onto so much fear on Earth. It went from alcohol, drugs to psychedelics that kind of became a dependency because I craved it.
I know now that psychedelics are a great tool, but if you are not facing and learning from your avoidance, you’ll continue living in low vibrational fear and experience that in your trip. Lots of mishaps and unwanted circumstances will show in your reality. Attachment and living in your state of un-well is the insanity. It feels insane and no thing will change until you see yourself from the fear you’ve been holding onto. Setting your self free. 'Cause the fear is all MADE UP Garbagio. I am learning myself. One thing I have been aware to know that I can hold on to a certain outcome so hard or idea that I feel shattered inside when it’s not what I was expecting. Because truly, I know no thing compared to what the universe within and all around IS. IT KNOWS EVERYTHING and knows what is best for us. That’s the strange paradox. Why would “I” want to know everything and predict it? Until “I” let go of all these gnarly beliefs/constructs… literally it’s all groovy. Even to think “Until I…” No, like now.. It’s all groovy, baby. Doesn’t mean that there’s no work that we have to do. We do know. It’s fear that tries to make us think otherwise and gets us all caught up in shit that does not matter (and we’ve accepted in some way). But, that underlined alignment of “It’s all groovy” is forever there and ready for our tap, tap, taping into at any time. Groovy, I’ll say. "she sees the truth.
she see the light. had been afraid to touch it all her life. she feels the hurt, the pain that lies deep inside tried to forget until she had to cry. that was her for years and years till she looked at herself in the mirror unafraid, curious she saw herself for the first time the truth that they had lied. she remembered who she was. the playfulness that arised. unafraid and curious, she cried. not out of pain, but the love she felt inside. for herself she began to pave the way for herself she skipped over, blew away that was tamed she saw herself again and again- until she did not have to remind that it was lies. she saw herself. her self saw her." Do not wait to Live.
When this moment is all you have. Your dreams- your reality- You’re creating right now. Your energy all around- your thoughts- Need to be taken care of. You need to be taken care of. What does my Highest want for me? What can I do out of my heart space, my love, here? Life is not as ‘serious’ as you may think. The Universe is running this, not fear- So choose to see that. So it shall be. I come from my heart, a deep place of eternal living. All of everything resides in me. Protect your own energy – Being alone helps align and center, yet you can do this anywhere. “I am alignment. I am centered. Anything is possible. I use my intuition- I listen. I decipher between truth and fear. I get out of my comfort zone. I seek growth – I am growth. LAUGH, have fun – let go of seriousness, hardness. Do what you love and see it through always! Do not settle for less.” |
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