'I have seen great change in following my instincts – my intuition with what I love. I do see though before I used to be dependent on being in the higher dimension that I began to resent living on Earth. I felt that I didn’t know how to function in my reality. I used to do as much as I could to get away from my current issues with psychedelics because it made me feel higher than I have ever felt. Later, though I was shown that I had taken too far because I still held onto so much fear on Earth. It went from alcohol, drugs to psychedelics that kind of became a dependency because I craved it.
I know now that psychedelics are a great tool, but if you are not facing and learning from your avoidance, you’ll continue living in low vibrational fear and experience that in your trip. Lots of mishaps and unwanted circumstances will show in your reality. Attachment and living in your state of un-well is the insanity. It feels insane and no thing will change until you see yourself from the fear you’ve been holding onto. Setting your self free. 'Cause the fear is all MADE UP Garbagio. I am learning myself. One thing I have been aware to know that I can hold on to a certain outcome so hard or idea that I feel shattered inside when it’s not what I was expecting. Because truly, I know no thing compared to what the universe within and all around IS. IT KNOWS EVERYTHING and knows what is best for us. That’s the strange paradox. Why would “I” want to know everything and predict it? Until “I” let go of all these gnarly beliefs/constructs… literally it’s all groovy. Even to think “Until I…” No, like now.. It’s all groovy, baby. Doesn’t mean that there’s no work that we have to do. We do know. It’s fear that tries to make us think otherwise and gets us all caught up in shit that does not matter (and we’ve accepted in some way). But, that underlined alignment of “It’s all groovy” is forever there and ready for our tap, tap, taping into at any time. Groovy, I’ll say.
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